Today is a winding road that's taking me
To places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something
And I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the
Soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder I said, your eyes
Are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
(Just to see if I can breathe)
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think I'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road, 
It's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa... 

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
cause the summer is over
Do you know you're unlike any other?
And it's getting colder
You'll always be my thunder,
And you know it hurts
and I said
but you will always be my thunder
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder,
and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
cause today I am on a winding road
Oh baby bring
today I am on a winding road
and today I am on a winding road
On the pain
and today I am all alone
And listen to the thunder
and today I am on my own

It hurts that someone move on so fast, in nothing less than the span of 10 days , when all you have in mind is her for the past 10 days and trying to win.her back. What she promised at the start wasn't true after all. The guy who was and still is my friend , guess he did all that he did just to win her heart . I spend my valentine getting my heart struck into smittering. What can I say? I didn't ask to be mentally sick, and now it took its toll. It was my fault.buti will.accept it and move on slowly . after all, you can't just give up on a 5 months relationship in 10 days.... I must have been so horrible to have cause a girl who loved me to do that .
I thank God I am better and no longer suicidal. Be strong and of good courage . I am not crazy
I am.just a little unwell
I know, right now you don't care
but soon enough
you will think of me, of how I used to be /
you will look and see, a different side of me


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