Sometimes

To hide away the feeling of loneliness and defeat

I go out of my way to be funny.

But what's funny is that my heart dont feel like being funny.

I am not one who feels good about himself. But I feel less nervous when people
Laugh at me or with me,

Laughter is contagious. Laughter hides things no one should see unless you are ready.

Laughter can make the worse day seems so much less worse.

Laughter is me being funny. However

It is not joy, happiness is but a fleeting moment, squandered by the second .

I hide my pain and disappointment from the sight of people, but in Your view, my tears run like rivers.


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