A new day

What's your dinner/supper?

Wednesday, February 20, 2013; ( 12:33 PM )

I had

Nissin spicy noodle+Eggs+Chopped up Hot dogs+Nasi Lemak Rice(it was leftovers!)

Mixed with a dash of sesame oil and a cup of ice cold plain water.

Yummy yummy yum.

I had a great time . You, me and dinner. I feel not that bad after all.

Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me . (Rev 3:20)

But this I call to mind,
and therefore I have hope:

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;
 his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
    great is your faithfulness.
“The Lord is my portion,” says my soul,
    “therefore I will hope in him.”

(Lam 3:21-24)

I felt for a very long time I had no more hope. But when I read this, I felt hope in myself. In God. In the things that I cannot do. 

And I remember the word mercy. What I have deserved, you take it away. 

I am a sinner. And I confessed I have fallen short so many times. And I just can't find the strength to do anything. I am weak and broken.

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me(2 cor 12:9)

Your grace(undeserved merited favour;empowerment from on high) is what I need. What I've not deserved, you have given me. Please help me. I am nothing.

P.S. I need to sleep. Now. I hope I can find the courage to say no to the time wasters in my life and wake up for tomorrow before 5pm.

Lalalalala