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Word and promise
Old ramblings
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Hmm
Saturday, October 27, 2012; ( 8:00 AM )
i just wanna finish my major project ASAP but it is not possible. I haven't eat, I'm tired, Tomorrow's service and work. Like an endless circle! But I like friday because I went for the all night prayer meeting. I have no ideal about what happened last night now cause I was so tired and cranky in the morning, but the word was good! Thank God I still left my house for work against the odds of me just grumbling and going back to sleep. God, what is your plan for me? I want to know every details . I once knew. Kind of sad but it's over. Thank God . It gave me feelings that I didn't knew I could have, gave me strength to hope, to believe , to pray, to continue, and in the end it went to dust. But I feel like at the end, it was worth it, even though I didn't become whatever I thought God said I was going to be,but I've never felt closer to God now, though I had my time of trials. But faith is not about feeling. I hope I can learn that. 2 chronicles 7:12-16 “I have heard your prayer, and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice. When I shut up heaven and there is no rain, or command the locusts to devour the land, or send pestilence among My people, if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land. Now My eyes will be open and My ears attentive to prayer made in this place. 1For now I have chosen and sanctified this house, that My name may be there forever; and My eyes and My heart will be there perpetually. I like 2 chronicles 7:14, because it always gave hope that God will heal your land(life to me) if we truly repent. Yesterday, one of the pastor shared this passage. God has chosen our church. And indeed, he is attentive to the prater made in this place(the church) Thank You that I am in this church. I like Your house. I love it . Arise and build is coming. Hope I can give something that means something from my heart. |