Reblogging something that left an impression on me.

Enchanted- Owl city
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "Have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

The lingering question kept me up
2AM, who do you love?
I wondered till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
Hey it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
Taylor I'll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
'Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.

Think the song has two meaning to me.

One is to God.

I was so enchanted, no, still am so enchanted to meet you. I will spent forever, if I must, wondering if you know that I am so enchanted to meet you. My thoughts will always echo your name. I am wonderstruck to have met you.

The second...

I just can't shake you off my head now, can I?
"I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home."


Owl city and Taylor swift both say "Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you." I just felt this is so, so selfish. I don't know how to express in words. But I would rather it be " Please BE in love with someone else, please DO have somebody waiting on you"

For God, You love everybody. Of course You would love everybody, and definitely, there will be people waiting on you:D

"Those who wait on the Lord shall shall renew their strength" Isaiah 40:31.

And as for the second thing. Please, find someone so much better. There is like a thousand better people who have feelings that are more deserving and definitely can give you happiness. Maybe. I am the worst, worst person, and should like flee far far away from you.




I am like the candidate that eliminates himself before the competition starts.

My intentions are as a friend, only wanting the person to be happy. Even if it leaves me not that happy in the end.

Rough draft(Yellowcard)
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Of friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles


It's 2am. Hahahaha, the irony of a fool.

Half of my heart(John mayer ft. Taylor swift)
Your faith is strong, but I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you
Than half of my heart
But I can't stop lovin' you,
I can't stop lovin' you
I can't stop lovin' you,
I can't stop lovin' you,
I can't stop lovin' you with half of my
Half of my heart, oh half of my heart
Half of my heart's got a real good imagination
Half of my heart's got you
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won't do
Half of my heart is a shot gun wedding
To a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man
Who's never truly loved anything


Half of my heart is not enough.

And half of my heart is the part of a man
Who's never truly loved anything



This is what I pray for, to both God and the silliness of my head.

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you


Lalalalala