I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming






God,I feel like a joke sometimes. A big fat joke. One that is gonna stay that way. If my life is a show, it will be a divine comedy, if it is poetry, it will be Dante's inferno, and if it is a book, it will be one that people read and laugh at the main character.


Pity me not. I am my own fool.



You know, I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place

A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday(Need to take a holiday)
A new start,
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know but maybe I'll be back
Someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight


Catch me back. Soon. Or I will slip. Further. Maybe too far before I know where is what and what is where.



Ok. Enough of the thoughts that runs rampant in my head.







I need. Or I want.
What, You ask?
I need You. More than what my brain or heart can think. I am overwhelm. Stubborn to change, but not too admanant to want to run away. I don't know.

Sometimes.


And you shall seek me, and find me, when you shall search for me with all your heart.
(Jeremiah 29:13)






I have a brain and emotion life of a hurricane. Maybe a tsunami. Or an earthquake.

Guess if I am a cow, I will be a milkshake. That's something I want to drink.


Ramble ramble ramble.

I need grace. Mercy. Love. Thank you for the cross that You died for me. I am nobody. And yet You chose me. Why?




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