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Word and promise
Old ramblings
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To the wonderful people God has placed in my life:Hello!=)
Friday, April 20, 2012; ( 2:09 AM )
Kinda one day late and stuff but I want to nonetheless do what I was asked to do!(willingly definitely) To Shu Qing aka Julia: You're like the craziest person I ever met in my 3 life ! Never managed to talk to you without suffering some kind of hemorrhage or bruising, whatever barrier that was established to protect guys from scary girls will be bring down by your sheer bash and "gentle" nature! Besides the point much but I was just kidding! You're one of the most amazing person I met, I thank you for being the person you are and for being in such a influence in my life. Whenever I have something that I need to get off my chest and I don't know who or how to get it out, you'll be the first or second person I will turn to, and you're never judging or shock or ashame but you will always be patient and concern. I thank God that you're such a important person in my life and that also you trust me enough (like whenever you have issues with your JC CCA or your JC friends)even though we have gone through much fiasco togetherIt's already been 3 years and yet you're still one of the closest person in my life and I really thank you for being that figure in my life. Thank you for all the fun I can have around you(including the picture of you smacking hard in my face) and for always being understanding(like how you'll always remind me of how I owe you a birthday gift since forever) and also for being open to me. ![]() And you also make effort(somewhat) to stay in my life everytime I complain about how BEE-sy you are. Thank you! But please, don't post all the embarrasing photos next time !(Blush blush). One of the rare people who will assure me and tell me about my lack of self esteem will be you, and it's always a issue I have but you will be patient enough to deal with it with me! Lastly I want to thank you, for believing in me, even when I tell you my dreams so ridiculously and so far-fetched for me, and yet you said you believed in me and you will never laugh it off or tell me it's impossible but you will be there for me. Thank you! I thank God for such a wonderful sister He has place in my life and I thank you for being very very "gentle" to me! I am sure we will have lots of great years ahead together Sister(please dont smack me so hard next time!) And thank you for the flower, even though I didnt acted in anything big or major! To Mun Jun aka Ariel: What can I say about you? Hahahaha! When I don't know where I was, you made an effort to ask me to come. When I need someone to talk to , you will listen even if I am rambling on about things that don't make sense. Many a times you listen to the issues of my heart and lead me to the greatest solution. I thank God for you as my buddy that when my walk with Him is shaky, you were there to help me. Thank you for how open and crazy I can be around you. And for how you are too! When I was excited about Him, you will listen as I talk about daddy God and how awe-struck I was by the little things He did. When I needed someone to study with me, you were there. There is so many things I would laugh about whenever I think about you. Like the picture on top, like the crazy ideals to change my name to Andrian Mango Lau(which didn't work out in the end but still) , when we just went to ikea and you bought a table(very, very random) or in fact the best birthday gift you got for me(LOVED and still loving THE T-shirts) or the bus rides every night after Bronson's place where we talk about everything possible. Thank you for the silly adventures. There are times where you will trust me with things and I thank you for trusting me with such personal stuff.(like the russian guy or the little girl incident) I thank you for also calling me your buddy. And for allowing me to treat me as your buddy. Oh and also for being super super patient with me .When I constantly oversleep or gave it as an excuse to not come, for the time with the baked cookies(I think we learn never to put me as the chef!). Thank God for placing you in my life and thank you for all the great memories buddy! May we have more crazy silly adventures! To mr Foo chay yeow aka Paul: Two word: awesome brother! We didnt start out instantly catching eye to eye, we had our handful of fights at first(YOU KNOW WHAT!) but I love how you would write a letter just to tell me how sorry you were. I was vey , very touched by the effort (even before I read the letter). And how recently, I made a error and you were really really angry but in the end when you apologise (even though it was a sms) very sincerely and we were back to close friends again. And how insensitive I can be at times where I will bring back terrible memories or experience. But definitely thank God that you are still in my life! I have LOTs of fun around you, you are one of the person I can tell all the jokes around and never get tired of telling them. You are someone who have interest that are very similar to mine whether it's jokes, drama, tuition, teaching and other stuff like how I met your mother or big bang theory! It was you who expose me firsthand how funny those shows were and I really thankful for all the fun I have around you and also for you! But more than just having fun, you are one of the rare guys who I can even talk a little about my feelings. Or things that I struggle on in my mind. In some way you have gone through things that I have gone through and in other ways you are more mature than me(age and experience wise). Thank you for being someone I can talk such personal things about especially when I am such a bad person at talking about feelings. I love how you would tell me things that are so personal to you, (like the moment where you broke down in front of me) or other stuff and being so truthful and open . Although you are 3 years older than me, you are willing to cast away the pride and listen to me tell you how to do things. I think that's something amazing and I thank you for giving me the chance or permission to be there. And when I need a hug or when I need a shoulder, you wouldn't care how awkward it is and you will just allow me to. You're not just my brother (because I call you one or because we have to) but you're truly close to me. I thank you for all the silly time we shared, all the craziness and all the fun, and also, the heartaches and tough time. Thank you for the great 1 year and 8 months you've been in my life and to many great ones! And definitely thank God how he gave me such a great brother! And lastly , to Bronson Chua AKA Daniel: THANK YOU! For: Playing the guitar every week! For the awesome flower Ok, so the last draft that I wrote got erase magically by blogger so I need to rewrite everything (not complaining! just afraid the essence of what I wrote will be distilled away but still!) So here's a second go! Thank you for being our leader, for being our friend and also our discipler. I AM NEVER tired of how you would share/remind/tell the word of God to us personally. Whether is it uncomfortable and awkward(like the time you would have a preaching challenge in the middle of the way to the market and at the petrol station) or sad(the time at yew tee xin wang cafe) or uncomfortable(on the MRT the time we met) . Thank you for reminding me of God's word. And for the times EVERY WEEK you would play guitar for us. Thank YOU! And for opening your house for us like a gazillion times - THANK YOU. And the times where you secretly spent money on food for us even when we didnt realise- THANK YOU. And for preaching every week to us- Thank you! For all times you would spent with us personally,like birthday treats, or when you feel like you need to talk to us individually or even when we asked you out, you wouldn't mind, and for loving us even when we are difficult to, thank you. Like the time where I was certain I was forgotten by everyone and you would tell me it's been a long time since you saw me and that you missed me. Thank you for caring for us. And also for spending your effort to spent time out with us, for the countless hours you spend praying for us, for the time you take to be there for us, and for the love you gave effortlessly to us every day , thank you Bronson!=) Thank God that you have been in our cell for the past 2 years and for all the crazy fun we had too(NEW YORK NEW YORK Burger challenge, my previous birthday *shudders* keppel's bay and many more) and also the time we took our hats off and have fun!(Sentosa, how you fell asleep before the sunrise!) and for serving us . Thank you Bronson, you are not forgotten. And I thank God that I am place in E412~ it's already 3 years one month here but I love every moment in it!=) |