I dont have a life outside school anymore!

I'm Suffocating.

Now everything is school, school , school , school.


Deadlines, homework,project,presentation, exams, failure,pass,other's doing better, hard work, participation, tutorials, lectures, impossible assignments, more projects.


Toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many of this.

oh well.




In psycho, we learn that in Personality psychology, people have defense mechanisms,

that is, unconscious strageties that people use to reduce anxiety by concealing the source from others.

I guess, I have that defense mechanism too.


I can't help but be so afraid of all the thing others can do when they see the true me.

When people knows too much, they hurt you more.
That's how fragile the heart can be, because once you get hurt again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again,and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and ...


you dont want to get hurt no more.


Lalalalala