2010 was a suckish year.

real suckish, so suckish I hated it.

Many times I went without food and glorious food,

many times I got pushed around,

many heartaches,

many a heartbreaks,

watching the person you loved dump you ,making you travel all the way below her block, going home crying from below her block and in less than a month,she got together with a friend you know.

Seeing the same two person every week

Being treated like shit in my house,

getting turned down again and again,

having the worst year deemed possible,

having to watch others being more happy than you are

and now, it seems like the bad 2010 is flying away.

Maybe, 2011 will be a twist in the story,

maybe it will be a great year!

Or, it could be the same. Who knows? Cross my heart that it will turned out good.



2010 wasn't all that bad though, because I met you.

But meeting you wasn't the only good thing , it was seeing you smile, and just being nice to you.

Maybe too nice.

I dont know if you (whoever you are) will know this,

but thank you. For being that someone that I can smile about for christmas.

And 2011, well, at this rate I will never see you much, now or later.

You have your life , I have mine.

You have people you care for more, and you certainly have some guy you like.

And your life will never meet with mine ever again=)



I guess, it's a sweet and polite goodbye this boxing day.

I guess I didn't dare say it to anyone nor dare comfirmed it in my heart even with people.


Goodbye. I guess I've never stop thinking about you ,

never stop wanting to see you happy,

and never stop enjoying being around you.

Here's wishing you the best 2011 ahead, blessed year, may things all go your way, and may you have a reason to smile everyday. And take care of yourself! 2011 will definitely be better for you as well!

Cause you were and are,
one reason to keep smiling through my sorrows=)



And 2011, will be the year things will turn out better for me=)

Because You promise that all things will work out good to those who love Daddy God, to those who are called according to Your amazing purpose.


Sayonara 2010, go ride away with your sorrows , sadness, tears and negativeness and usher in 2011 with my plentiful smiles and reward and food and goodies and plenty more of hope and joy in You=)


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