The days are getting too long and the nights short,

and the days are passing by fast even though every day it looks slow...

So much things I need to be busy for, and yet I felt sastified, in the sense,

at least I am putting my time into something(even if it's redundant and of no use, and simply a waste of time) , by being with my friends, studying(...) and doing many things.

Yes, there are times where I felt stupid , such as my awful planning for the birthday(bought cake, no plates or tissues), and times where I felt I should have just kept my big mouth shut and just let nature take their course over two conflicting party, and times where I felt, WHY THE HELL DO I BOTHER?


But in the end, ALTHOUGH yes, It's hard, but it was worth every minute and second and effort of it.

I think=)

And right now, I just need to keep walking, and walking , and walking, until the end, where I will truly know, my DADDY is compassionate and merciful=)


Lalalalala