Ever have the moment where some close friends of yours know something that you didnt want them to know?

Well, for starters, it is a dirty little secret.

Second, it is serious.

And third, it is a total wrong audience.

But ya, in the end, the person sort of gave me more hope to believe in breaking out of it.

So sorry to those people who talked to me on MSN, cause I was on the phone....


Thank you, miss you-know-who-you-are, you gave me that ounce of hope.










Gosh, you are making me go silly like a small boy.


Lalalalala