Today was a bad day.

I feel lousy about myself.

and I just needed your attention for a bit and you agreed you will talk to me when you left, but you didnt.

Thanks, appreciated it...




And to my dear family who never know anything about me and my life, I know you must have something against my church or something, but saying I'm stupid to continue going to church after the scam investigation is just overboard. Shut up if you got nothing good to say about it. The investiagtion isnt out yet. We are blood, yet you are treating me like I am your worst poison.





ok I am officially convinced by myself that there is going to be just one thing on my mind for this time. But time will tell. Hope it isnt another desperate endeavor
to find my whoever, whoever she may be ...


Lalalalala