HAHAHAHAH.

I just had my first person who needed some sort of help one way or another, prior to what I just posted.

After being so touched by God in the video, I sort of make a passing statement " God, if I can bump into someone who falls into that catergory of people , just one of them, I will put down my ambition of being a zoologist and do something on that, and I will show Your love to those who need it"

Then I think I totally forgot about it. And on that same day, I found that person. That needed relief from all that but found it in a knife...

Who cut himself so many times, and his scar so many, who make me cry. Maybe it was because I neglected him...and all those wounds , all self inflicted, and I cried.

And I told the person " I love you and God loves you", and I really didnt know what to say. I think I said all the wrong things and cried more than I know.



But after I really start making sure he's loved, and he read my blog, I feel so much comforted to know he was blessed by it. And he say he will stop it. I pray, that you will, and thank you, you dont know how much you mean to me, as you are my first case, and I think I didnt even sort of do well for it, but you changed.

I think God's gonna come knocking on my doortstep soon about that statement I made. And I just need some more guidance onto what to do and how to build on thise.

People dont care how much you know until they know how much you care. sounds cheesy, but it works wonders.




And I hope, I can bump into one more such case, so that I know and I know, God's will is on that.

And I love you,_____________. Please, it hurts to know you have cut yourself so many times that the wounds are all over your hands. I promise I wont neglect you, and my God will love you no matter what you have done.

The problem with a vision is how to make it into reality... I am not sure, but apparrently, it's complicated. Phew...


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