I cried when I saw this video. This video is sort of a band Between the Trees supporting an American non-profit organisation called To Write Love on Her Arms which gives hope to those who struggle with self injury(multilation), thoughts of suicide, depression, and addiction.


Too bad it's an american organisation or I will want to totally support it. The thought of people cutting themselves to get away from the pain and depressing memories is just depressing and sad.

And surprise, there is an element of GOD in the song. Wow.



And it kinda reminded of myself and how I felt when I was having depression and how I supposedly got out of it. Those were the days ...but now, God is there.

The part where it talks about "He wraps His arm around and around and around" ...that really makes me cry. Gosh. This makes me think of God so much and all that love He gives. Thank God I am out of all those memories.

And I really dont know, but I felt like, I can totally relate with those who cut themselves, or those who have depression, those comtemplating suicide or those who have an addiction.

Because I have been there and done that. (except cut myself) . And if you really fall into any of those catergory, God loves you. It's not worth it. Please dont do anything that will hurt yourself...

And the organisation was supposedly created for a girl named Renee Yohe who struggled with addiction, depression, self-injury, and attempted suicide. There was this group of friend who wanted to get her treated but couldnt get her into any treament centre

and then this group of friend said something so beautiful I lost words to say.

"We become her hospital and the possibility of healing fills our living room with life. It is unspoken and there are only a few of us, but we will be her church, the body of Christ coming alive to meet her needs, to write love on her arms"

Wow. Gosh . And then it snowballed from one person into many more people.

I ,too, want to do something like that. To raise awareness for those who struggle with life that you dont need to go through it alone.

Between the trees- the way she feels




Shes upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it theres nothing there
Is only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries [x2]

Curled up shes on the floor
Relief left her she had hoped for something more
From it (hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping and He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...

The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse[x2]

Now shes slowly opening...
New eyes...

Then she opened her eyes
And found relief through His life
And put down her knives

Then she opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down her knife


Lalalalala