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Word and promise
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ya right.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010; ( 4:36 AM )
Ya right. What have I done to make you detest me so much? Is it so hard to just respond to a simple hello? Cant turn and just say hi back? It was already hard to summon that courage to say something to you, but your total ignorance killed me. You avoid me like I am some cockroach. Then why dont you tell me why you are avoiding me? What are you reasons? What have I done? Is being me such a big "N-o,N-o" for you? And I try so hard, to care and to be your friend. But now you treat me like dust on the floor. If you dont like my guts, tell me. Dont just ignored me or treat me like garden slugs. If I am an eye sore to you, I am sorry. But tell me first, why, you're even doing this. Now I grew so afraid of being me. And I grew afraid of talking to you at all. Cause your time is too precious for me. Why dont you say it to me in my face and instead treat me like a total stranger.... You're hurting me with your ignorance. Cant we just play nice? |