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today is a winding road...
Monday, May 3, 2010; ( 10:54 AM )
I feel so happy today=) At first, I was dizzy then couldnt recognise where i was or what I was doing in school.So I psycho myself into drinking Ice freezy coke in the morning. Then today, I really make sure I'm myself and not some opera actor anymore. The true me. And then I really enjoyed myself mainly with ST and michelle company throughout the entire day(except math tut). HAHAHA, had a really enjoyable time, although when they talk about their taemin and SHINee thing, I will feel TOTALLY LEFT OUT>_< So I had a blast today, then like everything went well..sort of. There were people who...were somewhat ...freezing towards me. I dont know what the hell to do, but to let it pass, that it can't be blamed EVEN IN TRACK AND FIELD, I HAD FUN. I WAS LIKE THE LAST GUY , and EVEN SLOWER THAN ALL THE GIRLS WHO WERE JOGGING!! THAT's HOW UNFIT I AM NOW! HAVE STITCHES THROUGHOUT THE 5km crazy run thing. BUT IT WAS FUN. Everything was like great, until when I was having dinner with my track and field friends rynn and Jouis, and I checked my phone. Then like you go like ??????? what the heck's going on. Then you try to figure out, but find no solutions. THEN THIS IS WHERE IT GETS SCARY. READS THE PERSON'S BLOG ...THEN THERE IS THIS PERSONAL ATTACK POST...THAT YOU SORT OF FALL IN THE CATEGORY...BUT YOU NOT SURE YOU ARE THAT PERSON. THEN YOU THINK OF YOUR OLD POST, you see already , NO LEH. Never say anything bad what. SO....what should I do? Tomorrow, talk with the person. And dont think too much. Yesterday, my dear CS ask me a damm bad question that kept bugging me. That make me think a lot. SIGH. A bit unsure...it was like a small snowball now it is like avalanche... DONT THINK TOO MUCH. |