I had a total tiring day.

So today, I was tired in the morning already. NEEDED coke badly. Tried buying coke but all that was left was coke zero...which didnt taste good. Then we had to do CCN day. Tried my best to help with the CCN thing cause I didnt think I contributed enough and that shi ting was very stressed about it and needed help...

So after that, went out to sell jellies and cookie jars. THANK GOD=) SOLD 7 jars by a miracle! We met the finance director who helped us to "persuade"(using authorithy)
to help us sell our cookie jars.

And everyone did a good job for the CCN. Some were sick like su wei, and caroline.

And yes, some of us worked extra hard, while some just slack a bit. I dont need the recognition, I just wanted to help the sales as much as possible. And also dont want people like shi ting, su wei and jasmine to work so hard! Really appreciate their hard work! Thank you=)

And then, after that went cell. Met ke hui (shocks!) and had a chat with her.

Then cell group...I was already very tired from CCN day, but then I was tired, and then I sort of got pissed off a lot at the end.

I feel damm stupid to be angry. I dont know why I got so angry. I couldnt even stand sitting there. Was so disgusted...

But I am sorry. I must have one way or another hurt you in my actions . Just as you hurt me. But it's ok.

I must learn to forgive, even when it hurts and when it is stupid and forget about it. Daddy, please help me.

I think I cant help but .... But really , what's the point, we are like world apart...sometimes I wish I didnt believe in miracles so I dont have all the wishful thinking on my head. I wish more miracles happen ! And it will, right?

and I will take my time. To test myself and this heart of mine. No need to do anything when you arent sure.


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