So today....

A lot happened. Like I could barely wake up today to go to school. Then was almost late, then my mood was sucky already when I woke up, but when I got to school and listening to all the music, worsen it.

Sigh. Then after after that, the whole day went by...actually wanted to just keep to myself but I guess I couldnt.

And I feel bad. That it was my fault and then like when I saw how you avoided me/ignored me, it hurt me more. AND I really HATE to be ignored, but like it hurt me badly>_< to see you act like I am some kind of alien. Ah...

Please forgive me. I am sincere about my apology. And I am not perfect. I am trying to change, but it's not like an overnight thingy. I know I can be dumb dumb and insensitive a lot of the times, and sometimes oversensitive to some stuff , but I will try to improve.

AND I FORGIVE MYSELF. You are trying hard Andrian.

And now I am going to...let nature take its course. Surely if it is what it is, then everything will show itself clearer.


Lalalalala