|
Word and promise
Old ramblings
|
oh no=x
Tuesday, May 4, 2010; ( 8:39 AM )
So today, Late for school, cranky, needed coke badly . Then drink coke in LT kena scolded by teacher. Settle the misunderstanding. She's not angry with you. She's angry with someone else. Looks like almost everything is back to normal... or somewhat Then, in lab, had a fun time with the two part time staff. PIPC LAB IS HORRIBLY TOUGH. Teacher must explain 3 times then I can get it. "3 is a magical number" Then we had OBC tut, which SUDDENLY, out of the blue, I understand what the hell is going on in class. WOAH. I felt contended and surprise at how much I could understand in just a tutorial. THANK GOD=) Then we went and paint the jars...which I screwed up badly. THEN is so bad ,cause I couldnt think of what to draw for 45 mins, when I know, I drew it so badly, I neeeded to do it 6 times at least... Then the painting was even worse. The thing looks nice on the inside of the jar but not the outside. WHICH WAS BAD. REALLY BAD. Miss yian and su wei was like pacifying me saying " you tried your best" But ya, I tried. No regrets. Then after 6pm, I went to yishun to meet my CS! Hahahahaha! Eat 18 chefs, then we talk talk talk together. And then we went home. I am proud to say CS is my best friend to my other friends. Because he is all that I can ever ask for in a friend. Always there, talks nonsense together, gay(?) at times, totally random, pour his hearts out, listen to me pour mine to his ear , and then give advise both good and bad. And I love his POV . HAHAHA. So today, I sort of also snowball him with the realisation of the same thing for him. So now he's blaming me for the same thing I'm blaming him for. SIGH, I feel like a big jerk for making you annoyed. Actually I didnt meant it to be serious but it ended up too big, then you are now just...indifferent. I am sorry. I admit I took it a bit too far(maybe a bit is too mild) and sort of pissed you off. Please forgive me. >_< I really think you are a very goooooood best friend of mine which I dont want to fall out with. It hurts to know you are annoyed=/ Hurts to know I done something stupid again. I will try hard and harder to make out for my many flaws which can never be ended. And me and CS, the sudden realisation of something greater initiated by your best friend is like weird and bizzare. What will he do? Me, I just going to be myself, and dont panic and act on my impulse, like I so often do=/ let's wait and see. |