So, today,

nothing much happened really. The usual.

Had someone who was a bit nasty to me, by saying aloud some stuff in a quiet library thinking I wont hear, but apparently, the person hurt me a bit and make me slightly angry. Chill after awhile.


I think I wont do so well for both HAP and PIPC test.

Hap was 15 mins done, but it was hard. Didnt bother to think any more, as I know I didnt work so hard for it, and I was having problem remembering all the terms.

If I passed or get well , GOOD=) if I dont, well, please work HARD next time.


So anyway, after school, I went for cell and had a great time meeting my cell members, and then crying as always in the prescence of God. Today, God told me I wasnt insignificant. That I wasnt an accident.

I learnt so much again today. Learn to mind what words that I used . My words is needed for so many functions, and I do not want to put it to waste/bad purposes. So I will try much more to frame my words with POSITIVENESS. And less of asshole and bastard even if I dont consider them as vulgarities.


Because out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.




So anyway, I realise now that I actually need lots of money.

I need money for(in terms of necessity wise):

1)Pay debts: $80+$9+$12+$50+$10=$161(X_X")

2) Buy a new bag: $15~30

3) new pencil box: $5~15

4)new watie bottie: $5~15

5***) 4GB or 6GB Mp3 player with a new stereo earphone- $75~100(X_X)

6)NEW T-shirts, shirts, jeans, skinnies: $100+++++(......scary)

7)New hoodie, new vest(those that have a hood behind): $75

8)New notebook:$5~$15

9)Laptop case:$5~$15

10) NEW SHOES(sneaker, running shoes): $100+++



Ya, apparently the older you get the more money is needed to subsain you. Rather a killer, the total adds up to a startling $400 and above.

And that does not include the amount of food I need to substain my growling stomach.
And I dont have a salary. Cause I dont have a job. I think I will try looking for tuition jobs all over again.


And I need either a new hairstyle, a haircut or to dye my hair. HAHAHA.


Lalalalala