Ya, I spent so much hard work on it, to make sure everything is done properly, but in the end, it become's the whole group's effort , and in the end, what you done is now brand as the whole group, where actually it's you who have done almost everything.

To get the gift while deciding between so many shop, decide between which is nicer and which isnt, decide on which is the perfect gift while you are having headache, and the room is spinning(thanks to the headache) but you're trying desperately to find that perfect gift .

Which , the perfect gift, which you paid for it alone, search it for it yourself mostly, plan and think , decide where to buy and also, buy another present that will form the group's present which you helped to get and stuff(they only forked out cash), is now EVERYONE's EFFORT, which sort of felt like $#(%$^%#($#*%#&%#%#.

But it does bring the simple happiness knowing the person likes your gift.

It would be damm bastard to go and tell the person anyway. So ya. I shouldnt.

I am not noble or what. It's just, let's just say, let everything stay this way then.


Anyway, CS is about to be on his way to slovarkia and vienna. WiSH YOU ALL THE BEST.

And I really should have heed your advise, that it was simply not worth it, that I shouldnt have even bothered .

Because, now, nothing much changed. It's like I didnt do anything at all.

Come back soon so I can hear all your tales CS...





Maybe I shouldnt blah everything out on my blog, but I just like it that way.
20 years down I will look at this all and laugh my ass out=)


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