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Word and promise
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IT's MAMMY DAY !=)
Saturday, May 8, 2010; ( 10:16 AM )
Yesterday was saturday which was church day=) HAHAHA, was late cause I was hooked badly to my computer. Then went to tampines to buy jacob his gift. DAMM REGRET NEVER ASK CS EARLIER TO SPLIT COST CAUSE COULD HAVE GET A MORE NICE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But never mind. Then went for service. Feel like crying 6 times+++. MAMMY day message always makes you cry,because of how much my mum risk and paid for to raise me up. Thank you mammy. Even though some times I find you naggy, and you hurt me lots of time, and you are always so money minded, but I know I love you still. So after asking God to help me to forgive her, I eventually did. It feels awkward though. To start a conversation with her. I really was trying but I just dont know what to say/ask. Then we celebrate jacob's birthday. Know he was touched by our effort no matter how last minute it was ! HAHAHA. LOVE YOU BROTHER<3. HAHAHAHA. Been with you for 2 years and we have been through different period of good and tough times, but we are together still! I respect you brother! Then we had fellowship at expo and had chit chat! Then we went home through circle line(WOOTS) and had a great chat with miss carin about sensitive topic hahaha! And she said something that make me feel good about myself. THANKS CARIN=) KNOW IT's BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE CHAT but ya, I ENJOY THE CHAT! If you're not interested in going, just tell me in advance. Dont make me go after you again and again like I am so desperate or something. I would love to go and study with you cause I dont like to study alone but if you dont want it's ok=/ Just tell me . I will accept it. Sometime I am not sure what to do or say. I try my best to play the right cards, but all she is dealing me are cards I dont want. Oh well~ Think I am trying a bit too hard. Let's slow down =D SMILES |