So today,

I think it was...generally ok=D

Although yup, as some people say I am now all alone.... But hey, at least she makes her point across. I fit in with just about everyone.

Which was what I was doing in cell. But apparently, the same stragety doesnt work in poly. So I dont have a best friend/ clique/ groupy/ whatever.

"Dont you feel lonely? " HELL YA!

And then I told her in very brief tale about all that is going on, with barely any detail.

Had the most funny conversation with she when she said some rumours spreading about XXXX likes XXXX. It is so funny to hear about that.. so sweet/funny/hillarious/weird/goosebumps. Agree with her. XXXX is so out of XXXX league=)



Today I decided to love myself more.

And I know my mouth is big big one, and sometimes it just slip. I am sorry to BLANK.

And I know you must felt like punching me and tearing me apart.

And I felt apologetic. But I forgave myself instead of playing games in my head about it's all my fault and stuff. And I felt GOOD knowing that I did that.

So I decided to love myself more. To embrace both the good, the bad, the ugly, and everything.

The BAD and The UGLY:
Has a big mouth
Too sensitive to people's actions/approval/conversation
Too insensitive to people's feeling
Too loud
Too clumsy
Too random
Too emotional
Cant shut up=/
Needs people all the time
Cant keep secrets

The good:
Loves people=D
Cranky and weird=)
Brings mood to a totally depressing situation
LOVES TO EAT(not sure if it is bad, but hey, it is a good point!)
Ready and willing to help
Listening ear(contradicts with big mouth and cant keep secrets)
Talks a lot!
Loves to spend time with anyone doing anything or nothing
Forgive easily
Seldom angry=)

Yup=D There must be more and more... especially for the bad and ugly. But I love myself. Because I think I must start loving myself, because if I cant even love myself, what more about others?

Learn to make fun of yourself. And accept your weakness, but know your own strength. Everyone's unique, and everyone is quirky in their own ways. There is no perfect person on earth.

Cause the only PERFECTION I have found is in GOD and His love=)


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