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Word and promise
Old ramblings
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wow...asshole.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010; ( 5:42 AM )
Woah...today is... At first we had lectures. Claudia telling me all the weird stuff....Then wymer (thanks ah) do something to make it damm weird. The day was not bad. And then, man, when I hear about your boyfriend, I think he's a total jerk. All the best in breaking up with him. If he makes you cry so much and he hurt you so much, why do you still wonder how to end the relationship? And it doesnt look like you are enjoying it ...he's too...old and you and him dont look like it will work out. But you see as it fits. If you keep dragging or hesitating , he's going to hurt you more. I had the most bad feeling that this is all going to screw you upside down Andrian. Wymer telling me "it's damm obvious" Claudia comes and tell me "dont be sad..." What the... and all I am doing is just being me. Maybe being too honest,direct,frank and sucky at keeping your emotions and thoughts to yourself is bad... Now just dont care so much. True, I do have that lovey-dovey feeling ...but I dont know for now. I want to see first. Dont rush me ... hahaha. And at the way I am looking at it, it is going to complicate. Sweet. Less than 2 weeks into school and already you getting yourself in a "Falling for her" condition. Chill ok Andrian? Dont worry. Take things slowly, and leave it all to fate. Love is not a competition, but I am winning. |