Screw it.


Today was ok. But emotionally it was bad.

You suddenly realise that you've been made a fool and lied to. It was all an excuse. While you're still having your survival mode, the other one went all over the place and in the shortest time you can think of, make you feel like a loser.

It was all lies. Maybe there was truth, but I dont see it in your actions.

Oh well, I felt better after not thinking about it. Mannaseh really make sure you forget.

And then, total killer.

So now, Andrian, now that she's taken, and all hope's gone, what are you going do?
Game over....give up/ retry/ continue on/ I dont know the heck? 9...8...dang.

I sure wish I can have what I want rather than looking at others having what they want while you're stuck with getting nothing .


Lalalalala