So many people telling you "you should be this, you should be that"

Ok, i mean sometimes is ok.

But when you keep talking about physical stuff after you just went hospital, it is sickening. Apparently people have problem accepting you for who you really are but you can accept people for who they are.

Maybe except the part where it's really weird. Like beard and facial hair. I mean those thing you can do it overnight.

But when you just came out of hospital and you expect to go out to the sun , dont you think I will hyperventilate?

OR about me being skinny, dont you think I have been trying? I have eaten like crazy.

Character wise, I mean that is ok, and of course willing to change.

But why sometimes people dont let you be who you really are...sigh. Never mind, accept yourself for who you are. In fact I think I love myself. I wouldnt want to live someone else life, I feel my life is the best.

Because through the really $@*$&#% periods where you suffer, and how you got your life turned around, you realise it's a miracle, and it truly is .

So stop trying to boss me around. I have changed. There are limit to how much I can change. I will try. Stop being asshole about it and force your way on me, or comment about it all the time. Cause it hurts to hear your friends having things against you...it sucks anyway.


Perfection: not probable in this life, but obtianable? In the next life. Until them, strive to do good, for what you want others to do , do unto others.


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