Today


Sucks

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You big fat liar/ back stabber....You make me angry. And I havnt been angry for months. Grrr. Never mind, I forgive you. Forget will take a while.

You are just not what she wants. No hope. No chance. Another "Never". Sigh.

I am suppose to be accepting this and moving on, but it aidnt so.

You were sensitive enough to pick it up, but you aidnt sensible enough to accept it. You knew it... but yet you deny it...Andrian you suck.

And I dont feel well. Havnt even had any meal today. Cause you are too sad to eat.

Hungry, but I just dont want to eat. Sad but dont know what to do. Angry but learning to move on. Disappointed and upset.

But there are something you cant force. Blah blah blah... it suppose to make you feel better.

But deep down , you know, all you feel now is crap=/


Lalalalala