The worst thing this few days was:

I am shredding hair. A whole bunch. Kinda weird to find all those hair on the floor and ask whose, then realise that's your hair.

Second thing, not enough food. It's toturous. After every dinner, at 1am, I savage my house for left over food. Hungry hungry hungry.

Third thing, memories.

It pops up, you smile, and then you ask yourself what're you thinking. It sort of hurts a bit to know it will never happen again. Bleh. Letting go, but still has those little moments where you remember all the good times. Doesnt mean by letting go ,you'll forget everything in a second you let go. The memories all around your brain. You cry still sometime but it isnt so horrible now.Sucks to be me.

And lastly, rotting. Rot rot rot. Ha, life's getting pretty rotten in my house, and I still aidnt doing much. Except gaming. Like crazy gaming. It must be kind of funny to read report of people who play games for 8 hours(+/-2) and then dies. Cause you just beat them by at least 3 hours and still alive. Screw....maybe finishing 4 200 pages+ library books and 2 comic in about 5 days wasnt that fun. Too lazy to pop over to that library at CCk.

Andrian is emotional. Maybe I never really think much about it, but maybe I am. Emo, no. Emotional, maybe. sucks to be me.


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