Yesterday,at 3am, I was apparently being myself, and someone dropped me a sms.

Quite hilarious...Even though it was a concerned party, but who the hell is awake at 3am(other than me) and sms you to kpo? hahaha. In the end, i fell asleep earlier than usual.

And yesterday, perhaps being hopefully hopeful is bad... especially when bad things happen. Maybe if i didnt keep staring at that phone of mine and expecting some sms or something appearing, it may have calmed my soul a little.

But it was hopeless...I still check my phone when i wake up and all I got was some other people smsing.

It's painful...but still, I inflicted this pain to myself indirectly. Boo hoo to myself.

So today I woke up at record time 12.30pm completely. Apparently, it feels not bad. Have chocolate milk and donut for breakfast. I dont know what happened, but my brother is suddenly very nice to me. WOOT. HE ask me if I would like to have his 2nd hand camera. At first I thought it was if I want to watch tv, which I replied nil, but after hearing properly, I JUMPED AT THE OFFER...HAHAHAH. Though he said it was china quality, BUT BEGGARS CANT BE CHOOSERS...Not that I'm complaining. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. I get camera. I get camera!! Now I can go around taking shots...of the beautiful scenery=)

Even funnier, my mum strike lottery and gave me $50. Then I told her, $20 go to top up bus card, $10 for cut hair...$20 until end of holiday. She said she will see what she can do!

And yesterday, I called the tuition agency, and apparently, everyone is still amazed some guy from choa chu kang area goes to temasek poly for school. And who the heck expected they would ask me if I am interested in teaching sec 1 science(which I wasnt but I wanted to try)...Teaching at some tuition centre...seems fun. But of course it is not confirmed. Maybe only...maybe.

Missing you...


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