Wee. Long weekend.

Friday, we couldnt finish the birthday, although we had a powerful meeting(super long).
Saturday:birthday disater.

Apparently, thanks to shu qing taking more than 5 mins to find her lip gloss, we couldnt do the birthday saboh fully. Disappointment. Never mind, really thanked her for helping me.

Sunday:we went bing xi house for birthday. Very long day haha. Very fun, a bit long , but I was very touched by bing xi family. Their very kind gesture, of even going to the extent to buy sushi for us...And I thought it would just be normal family dinner.

So greatful to them...I really appreciate it, they had to serve 15(+/-5) oversized eating machine capable of eating anything that can be eaten haha...Thank you. They didnt even complain, when some of them gave them very outrageous demands=.='...thank you

And monday, yesterday we had our youth meeting. IT's power! Really power...I wouldnt have missed it for anything. And I learnt so much...Had to run like crazy after service end.

AND THEN YOU SURPRISE ME=DDDD. HAHAHAHA. I was over the moon when you say you want to come easter. WOOT=P heeeeeeeeeeeee. Yes.

But after 3 days, I have enough of it. Stop running away. Dont think by running away you can reverse the cycle. By running away firstly from her, then our family, and ultimately Him, you really dont know what you doing are you? Posioning her slowly by just your absence, and making me her target of sharing. I am not sick of hearing her talk about how she is the problem, but I am sick and disgusted of seeing you run from your responsibilities. WHY CANT YOU FORGET YESTERDAY AND IT'S SORROW? MOVE OUT OF YOUR HOLE OF SORROW ...stop camping there, life is not 100% bad, there are good things.

SHE's dying again, from your continuous absence, and she wants to solve the problem because she think she is responsible, but we all know, it's 2 hand that give a big loud clap.

And with your running away, do you know how much you miss? Stop saying I love Him, if you cant even put Him ahead of your trouble. Do you go because of Him or her? And you know what? I miss you. Where are you? You think everyone forget about you? Maybe, but I didnt. I want to talk to you, but fine, if you want to run away, I cant help you. And stop saying you want to change cell anymore...are we imbeciles? Are we really that horrible to you that you always want to run away? You hurt me everytime you comment on it.

Stop running away, run towards Him. We say we're family, and family dont exile themselves from each other.


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