>_<

sometimes you do something out of curiousity.Then you realise you done something wrong. Then you want to apologise.

Hell, the person you dont want to anger blows up.

It feels like having a stomachache when guilt comes, except it's at where your heart/conscience is. Feels like terrible feeling...But it's my fault.

I dont even dare to provoke you more than what is necessary. But I am sorry...Maybe curiousity is just so strong at times...? And I felt bad the instant I did it.
Really wanted to apologise, but just couldnt sum it up.

I didnt even care much about whatever was written...it was...to me another thing whatsoever. To me, it was something in the past. Not worth mentioning. It was paid due to it.

It's going to be a long emotional debate between my conscience till the weekened's over...


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