went to CNY.

Not that bad.
All of my relative say:"WOW you are getting taller. WOW so smart. WOW look more handsome"

And I'm like " it's my gene. Nah I didnt do that well." But when it came to handsome , although i say "not really" i grinned.

HAHAHAH.NYAA.

And I eat a lot. CNY is the season to eat till you blow!

Steamboat for 2 days,abalone for 4 days straight...Not that I am complaining! YUM YUM!
And I really enjoyed myself with all my relative. I more open to everyone now. I try to talk. Some of the relative kills conversation with their blank face that it's better for them to start the conversation than you do.

AND ALL OF THEM SAY I AM TALL. Compare with this guy, that guy.

ALL COMPLAIN I AM TOO THIN.CALL ME TO EAT MORE...Metabolism rate too fast haha...So they keep asking me"you eat so much go where?" I say "i think come out in toilet"Laughs

And then, I hate this year CNY.

WHY? Because of my mum's political view on ang bao...
She dont see the POV of the children. The reason why we enjoy CNY the most is because of food, fun, time spent with family AND ANG BAO.

BUT NO, SHE JUST HAVE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT MONEY HERE, MONEY THERE. "OH THIS RELATIVE GOT 3 CHILDREN, ONLY GIVE $4 THEN I HAVE 3x $4=$12. SO I AM LOSING MONEY..."

And in that, I dont get all the ang bao. She keeps it.

I FIND IT DISGUSTING...that she can be so downright money minded...I know money is hard to come by, But CNY is like christmas. It's about giving.

BUT NO, she just want to "get ends meet"...make sure she gives the relative exact money for the exact they give...

So I only get to keep those close relatives money. Like my brother, my mother,etc.

And then she goes around digging graveyard story of family borrowing money and not returning...Money here, money there...$_$...is that all there is to life?

The more she talks about $, the more angry she gets...=.="

What's the use of having all the $ in the world when you arent happy?
So I am not going to care. I forgive her. She's my mum. I love my mum=) find it annoying though.

And then, I find it DIGUSTING how the relatives ALWAYS GATHER AROUND TO GOSSIP ABOUT ONE OF THEIR OWN WHO ISNT THERE.

My cousin, who is eccentric(none like him haha) is always the butt of their gossip.
Talk about his piercing , his long hair, his life, how suck he is etc...
He is not a bad person. He's just misunderstood by a bunch of traditionalist(dont know the word exist but the meaning is there)... Although I disapprove of some of his action, I dont condemn him. All my relatives, ESPECIALLY my big mouth mum, wash their dirty laundry in their circle. So everyone knows everything. Then they say "aiyo, why like that?" Then they all say nasty things...

It's disgusting. I hate gossips...if it is gossiping about good stuff, like"oh he is so handsome" or whatever , it is good.But why gather around and talk about bad stuff of people in front of everyone...

And then I pity my cousin. His family is devoided of public love, his parents spoils him because he is the male of the house, his siblings hate him for being spoilt, he has his own share of dead ends...

Reminds me of myself. 3 years ago...and I find myself having sympathy of him. I share with him a bit about what happened in my life...and how it ended with God. Laughs . He's been to church and stuff but he aidnt liking it...

And yet, I see somewhere deep inside of him, a guy of unlimited potential. Ha.

And then , today, you actually wanted to come and pay a visit to my mum, and then we could watch percy jackson.
But you decided to go for the work instead, and be someone of your word. I am proud of you=) And we could always watch it another day.

No stress=) Hope to see you soon=) Miss you. But is willing to wait haha....
And everyday from reunion dinner till now, everyday I just think about you. Day in day out. Hee. Love's blind. Very. LALALALAL. Helps to relax my nerves.When I close to becoming too angry, when I think about you, I pipe down.hee.Wish to see you soon.


Lalalalala