Yesterday, my nephew had his birthday at macdonald. He invited his whole class to go, and all of them gave him a present. In total, he got more than 20+ present on his birthday, ang bao of more than $50 and lots of fun. Ha.

And so...

I didnt know yesterday was the chingay thingy. Opps. My mom told me. Maybe that's why he didnt reply. Might be tired....

HMMMMMMMMMM, yesterday i slept at 5am. Insomania. Woke up at 5.50am(the same day) to go for PM. Learnt something today. " As we sow in tears, we will reap in joy" Definitely was something new and worth learning.

And then, yesterday I had a talk with my leader. Firstly it was about birthday organisation, and then, later it was about my problems... And then she said I have a sensitive conscience. At first I disagree.

Then I think about it. Ya. Maybe I do have one. TOO SENSITIVE.

And today, I had a chat with you...maybe you're just...too busy. I dont know. I hate it. And what I am suppose to say when you tell me you're going out with him tomorrow?
I'm not going to stop you. Doesnt meant I support it. I am against it.

But I dont like to control people. Free will. If you think you want to go ahead with it, fine. Wont stop you. And then... I know you're busy. Busy busy busy. Always having something to do.

Forget it. If you're so busy, I will not disturb you. Although I miss you, but you have your own social life.

And hope is there.


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