ok so,...

I forgot what happened on monday(must be something minor)

And then: tuesday.


LAUGHS=) The picnic you organise got canceled. Not that it was bad. Was delighted. HAHA. So in the end, you said i should meet you at 3pm. I thought I should be earlier, but ends up....reach your house at 3pm and you pratically make up till 3.40pm then we left...not that i complained=P

So we went and watch tooth fairy. Smart of me to always bring my hoodie out now=P know you were freezing cold(cause i feel slightly cold) so i gave you my hoodie. Watch an entire film with you by my side.

And then in the evening, we went to pasir ris park. Keep talking about how to get there, and end up, we got there...and we set the newspaper while you console your friend...Not the best time to do that..And we just sit under the stars.

A guy, a girl, sitting right beside each other , on a beach all alone, at night time, where the stars are up high and with nothing but the cold sea breeze...Tentatively, it was ...tempting. And then i just sat and look at you once in a while...and we chat, and we talk, and then, it feels good.

Perhaps the whole days it was so tempting...to just grab your hand and just go with the moment...and yet...it would have sucked big time...and then, at the beach with all the wrong feelings welling up...It was so tempting but i realise i didnt want to...

And then, i didnt realise it was tempting for you too until you told me...I must be like a big block of stone brain to not realise it. Sigh...and then you told me you regreted going there cause you feel miserable to have to resist temptations...It hits me a double edged sword.

And then i saw your card. It's condition was close to beyond redemption, but when i read it...I was like (OH MY GOSH <3) hahaha. Super honest and I love it=) best gift you could have got me...

And yes, i was a bit insecure last time...But after reading your card, i am not afraid anymore...

AND yes, I hate it you call me BFF. I dont know why sometimes...but yes i hate it. Call me by my name...it would be so much better...

And then yesterday I went to buy something with CS for someone's birthday(ANNOYMOUS)
3 HOURS OF FUTILE WALKING AND THEN WE WENT BACK TO SOME Shop we went at the first 10 mins=.=" but ...

CS IS very KIND! The ANNOYMOUS will love the present.
If cs got me that gift for my birthday, i would think him crazy.

One of my wishes for my birthday: BRING ME GO SOME BUFFET(SAKAE) and I will LOVE YOU!

COST only $15~$20, and FREE FLOW...YUM YUM... or just bring me eat good food...(drools)... laughs

And You're my star girl=) laughs


Lalalalala