So today, i wake up at 7am, and couldnt do anything, so i lie on bed, and slept a bit until 10.40am. Then i went and ask my mom to iron my school uniform. Then i went to school early .

was stuck at the school gate. Apparently we couldnt enter school earlier than 2pm. Got really impatient waiting outside with one whole bunch of skss grad, so I suggest someone say " i wish to the principal" haha!

Then we went to hall and staff. As always, Mr leong never fail to deliver a speech that waste everyone's time. Then there was some slides and i saw the wrong side at first, but after seeing the right side, the school didnt really do well=/ Quite scared, then guess what, I had to go up stage to take Best in science(bio/chem)for the cohort. Was like ...hahahaha...and there was only 4 a1s for bio/chem. BUT thank God=)

THEn we waited for the killer. My heart was like POM POM POM POM POM at every second.

Then waited for 34 other people then my turn. Quickly sign, took the cert and book and went afar from everyone and look.

was disappointed. I didnt get my exact score i want, was not in my +/- of 2 pts range and was very risky of not getting into vet tech. So i was a bit lost and disappointed but it was still ok...

Then, i saw her cry. Before that, when the top NA level grad was shown, i saw her face was the disppointed look. So i really was afraid she will. And she did cry. Sigh, you know the thing is you dont know what to do then you want to do something but you scared the implication is huge. At first i told jacob to go ahead, but he was like You go do it. So i went forward and tried.

And...she cried, and i saw her result. SHE definitely deserve more. Her hard work was a lot more than mine... and i didnt know what to do for a while so i tried some means and way. But after while, she calm down, and ask a few question... after that i had to leave, and she was also leaving...sigh.

so we went to meet valerie, on the way jacob said he wanted me to go under valerie. Cause he dont think i was respecting him. And he thought i didnt grow under him. So he say he will talk to valerie for me to go under her directly. which is mix feeling.
oh well...

And then i came home. My brother came into the room, and start chatting with me. We hada talk, then guess what, He say he's very happy, then say he will support me if i want to go overseas study, and he say i apply for PR in australia and bring my mum along AND I DIDNT TELL HIM ABOUT MY AMBITION! Haha, thank God, it turn out well after all. Though i didnt get my best fantastic result, but i still got a chance to get into the course...may everything go well.

Oh, and by the way : L1R4:12 L1R5:18 minus cca , 11, and 17. A1 in science(chem bio) A2 in maths(grr) B3 in mt ,a maths and english and C6 for C.humans(miracle)

Romans 8:28
"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose"


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