so after feeling really bad about myself, from wed to friday, i went to cell.

Perhaps what i really wanted all along was God to comfort me, and He did. No longer condemning myself for being dumb, stupid and all the stuff...So that friday, I learnt about miracles. And i really believed in God for one.

It did. HAHA. You are my miracle=). And then I feel good. Everything was so much better. I keep laughing from saturday until sunday like a happy fool.

GREAT WEEKENDS=) not just because of you, but because all the things God shown. God is real. And I was assured that 2010 will be the year of restoration, for the things that didnt go well, or was taken from me. I am filled with expectancy=)

SO saturday came...now the thing was, someone who left church for some time came, and then, her name was Dana. Or Dhana. Or something. Couldnt exactly remeber. So since i last saw her, for a moment, i thought she became more beautiful.

For a moment, and then, i thought about you, and i realise, I should stop thinking about it HAHA. SO i did. And i think about you, and i know you would be ...jealous when i told you that other girl is pretty. WHich you did. But just to let you know, to me, you're always most beautiful=)

And today, i went shopping with CS and rick. I learnt a new english word call grope. HAHA. Cs keep grope me, and rick and Cs call me his wife, and rick his mistress.Joking about putting CS as my husband in facebook... but it was hilarious.

Today we sort of went a lot of place to shop. For guys, we dont really shop, but when we shop, we really shop til we drop!

So at first we went to ang mio kio, then novena, then far east plaza then clarke quay then bugis.We bought most of everything at BUGIS in the end, cause everything was expensive at other place. HAHA. In the end, i spent the most out of the guys, with an average of $220. HAHA .

SO i bought:
3 ties $23
1 sweat parka aka hoodie $10
1 hoodie(super nice) $30
1 shoes $25
1 white vest $25
1 black vest $40(very classy)
2 bemudas $30
1 bag $18( small and comfy...)
1 belt $19(the thing about the belt was i love the design=P)
Totals:220(exact).

And today, when CS went to shop for something, I was bored and stuff, and then I saw this thing. It's not really expensive and the design isnt the best, but surpise, i thought you would like it! And after you told me your favourite color(pink) it confirmed my thinking ,and also, I couldnt find anything that was better than it, I wanted to go back and buy. And i realise the old thing you are using for quite long didnt really look that nice. But ha, not sure if you would like it, but I still get it. Cant go meet you when you want to give me something, without me giving you something...

It's true. When i look at girls stuff, I would sometime think about you. Just as the same you did for me=)

So many things i learn in so short a time, and so many challenges. I came out stronger, faith enlarged, and believing. Thank you God.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Thank you=) i realise my name has some deeper meaning without realising it for so long until now. Sweet=)

Miss special, i dont want to hold any other hand...so... even if i cant hold yours.
Dont be jealous, I only have you on my head every time, no other girls. My heart is yours=)


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