hahahaa!

Today, i woke up at about 8.30am. I dont know why, but i keep checking my tinny weeny phone which is by my side , as if i am waiting for someone's message...
and then i slept and wake up and slept and wake up, and then finally my alarm went off, so i wake up officialy. So i was thinking about so many things, but yeah...

AND It wass 11.30am, then i double ask my brother where this secondary school was, wasted 15mins in my room, and go and bathe and stuff... and i left my home at 12.30pm for...

MY EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP=P I went rushing cause i was late, and then, i reached the school... THERE WASNT ANY registration booth... so i just went into their super stuffy and hot hall, and sat with a few hundred people.

MAN, TO be top 10% for the edusave scholarship, SOME OF THEM WERE too...NERDY. HAHA, i saw some of their hair which i laughed and thought that was so 80s... all of them so young, and some were reading books on a sunday. MAN... NERDIFIED...but generally, i was listening to music and also dazing out, cause i was probably the only SKSS student among all of the crowd.

After the MP came, say some speech which i think i heard last year, we had to queue up to take the scholarship at this counter last year. APPARENTLY, i was dumb enough to join the queue which didnt move,so i smart and change queue.. =P the queue i joined was moving faster, and i looked back and laugh at the queue which wasnt moving..

so i passed my letter, and i got the scholarship. I close my eyes and pray very hard it isnt 300, AND IT WASNT=P IT WAS $400. AFTER that, i rushed home, walking and nevigating through the crowd, and went home...and i threw away my school uniform. FINALLY RELINGUISH OF THE CURSE OF SCHOOL UNIFORM. NO LONGER SKSS. haha, no longer need to remind myself how much i hate SKSS and their system...but ya, still miss my friends.

Yesterday

At first, i woke up, you sort of spoil my mood a bit by telling me very last minute that you werent coming cause you were tired, but it was ok, but after that,after you said you wanted to come then in the end you werent contactable, and you told me you didnt want to come, i guess my mood really died big time...so i wasnt feeling very well and stuff..but generally, wishing you came and feeling a bit disappointed...

And then, i looked towards the front section, and i saw you and your accomplice...
I burst out laughing, and probably was thought as a fool by my friend, but i spoilt your surpirse=P

AND SHU QING, NEXT TIME, dont try to burst my bubble and make me blurt out whatever and whatever that i wasnt suppose to. YOU TOTALLY KILL THE MOMENT!

AND then, everything and everything happened, and then so many things on my mind.
But i am not so rushed or stressed now. Thank God. If i had really rushed things...

And so many happened, like wirul who didnt have enough money for train and we were all panicing,or how kenneth got angry, and how Cs mood died, and with him on the train...My family, so many problems, but we go through it together=)

So many things that cant be said, but will you take it? What if you cant take it, or wait? Will everything turned out well?


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