I went to a deep research on the internet. TURNS OUT, NEW SOUTH WALES DONT OFFER MAJOR IN ZOOLOGY FOR BACHERLOR DEGREE OF SCIENCE=.="(it's only a sub component under biology.Means no main field. Means suck=.=" .. WHY...)

so i was looking quite deep. Found only so far 2 universities(SUPER ULU AND UNHEARD OF) That offer MAJOR in zoology.

SCARY THING IS: NO PRICE TAG!!!!!!!! How the heck am i going to know how much i must save? JUST SAVE! 50k... maybe i try 10k first. Which i doubt i gonna do it any time soon unless i succeed in my job.

And i also worry a bit about lodging. Saw there that if i am under 18(which i wont be) i must stay at places approved by their uni. Guess i need to think where to stay. HOTEL is nono long term wise=.=" WHY MUST HAVE NS ONE? WANT TO MIGRATE OUT OF COUNTRY STILL MUST SERVE NS-.-" since now i am 17, by 18 get o level, 3 years clear poly, 21, 21 +1/2 year wait ns enlistment, 2 year go in NS(WONT SIGN ON DUH) come out at 23 and a half, take another half a year to settle all the issues, probably by 24 i can be on my 3 year course to zoology, then 27 come out, then work about 10 year, means 37 , and get my Masters in what else, environmental study or biology or just plain zoology, and get my PhD soon. IF God allows it. And every day of my life, i will give thanks to God for giving me this vision to want to serve and love animal.

Joining vet tech and learning lab animal testing may be a bit inhumane, but i learn more from vet tech than JC definitely.... So sorry lab animals, i promise i will try to treat you and deal with you in a loving manner, but if i have to end your life which i dont want to but may be forced to, then, God, please forgive me...
Seriously,life is more than food,love,sleep,work. There's the conscious.


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