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Word and promise
Old ramblings
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perhaps...perhaps...perhaps...
Sunday, December 20, 2009; ( 9:27 PM )
Ha. Yesterday we celebrate xavier's birthday. Went there early, rue quan also reached early, so i went to 77th street to buy his present. Rue quan who was a bit clueless, i told him to buy a neckcles for xavier. I choose the design, then i go and choose a cap for xavier. Price tag was off the charge=.=" But for my best friend xavier, it was worth every cent=) Then we watch avatar. WOAH. ALTHOUGH we sit at the 2nd front row, THE FILM WAS TOO GOOD! THE ACTION, THE SCIENCE, THE ROBOTS, THE CREATURES, THE COMPLEXITY OF THE CHARACTERS, THE SELF-SACRIFICING MOMENTS (TITANIC creator,haha) AND THE XAVIER's FAVOURITE MOMENTS=P(mating under a tree). OH man. I LOve it . It is really the future of film. Set in a futuristic time zone, what with the machines and complex machineries and aresenal,Man, is this a blockbuster. 2 HOURS AND 45 MINUTES make it SUPER WORTH the $10 spent. Enjoy myself, except, at the ending i needed toilet badly=P 4.9 stars/5 stars. I think and think, and perhaps, i belong to that person. You know , if a cat were to scrub itself against you, technically, you belonged to the cat, because it leaves it leave its scent on you, to tell other creatures nearby that you belong to the cat(not the other way round). I remember that moment, Where that person just rest the head on my shoulder...it was the first time someone did that. I remember the shortness of the time but it was ... like after that moment, i would technically belong to the the person, and no one else. And then all the other memories appear. Like this and that. The person makes me laugh at just about everything. Thanks... Then after a while the person was so cold towards me. Why, I dont know. If love is just a feeling it surely dies. Crushes really do crush you. But love is more than a feeling. Love is longsuffering. Love is willing to sacrifice. Love endures. Love gives, even when it knows there is no reward. Love is empowering. After a while, i realise giving up isnt an option. I must do whatever i must do. But, the promise still stands. I realise i shouldnt anyhow made promises or agreements or say anything without thinking thrice. My word is my bond. So, after the promise ends, it's going to be something this and something that. Perhaps... this might happened or something BUT still must continue. God really answers prayer, shortly after praying about my job, in the morning while i was sleeping , the person called me, tell me i cant work for this week as it was festive season so the person dont have the time to train me, and then so i will start only next week. SWEET=) |