Yesterday, i felt horrible..
Things didnt go the way I wanted it,and i got myself into more debts...
And then , i dont know why, but i felt freaking lousy about myself...
I went home,and i tried to hold back my tears in front of my mum and then i just cried while i showered...
And then i cried 2 times again in the night and when i woke up, i cried another 2 times...
"Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when the desire comes,it is a tree of life"
I feel much better after crying my sorrow out,but it was only because of God who was with me.
Had some weird dreams this few days about this girl that i find funny...

IF you tell your mum you are working today and then you suddenly canceled it,and your mum is telling your grandma about it , what can i do to tell her i cant work...


Lalalalala